If God is real, we'll meet today
Wonder how I'll try to explain
How my life could go so far astray
How I could just throw my heart away
Now there's nothing left to hope for
Nothing left to work toward
No one left to care for
No one to be there for
No sadness to console me
No loneliness to hold me
No more pain to fuel me
No more hate to soothe me
Is the riddle solved today?
Now that it's too late to change?
Too scared to go, too weak to stay
Too blind to see it'd end this way
Now there's no cage to protect me
No love to infect me
No Voice to deceive me
No heaven to receive me
Nothing left to fight for
Nothing left to try for
No one left to live for
No one left to die for
If God is real, we'll meet today
Wonder if He'll even know my name
Wonder if He'll recognize my face
Wonder how He could just throw me away
One last apology
To everyone I leave
Though my life ends in disgrace
In this cold and callous place
In those times you feel alone
Think of me and not the stone
Only my body lies beneath
Keep one memory of me
I am slipping away
I am drifting away
I am leaving you today
I am giving up today
Goodbye
The Boy:
“I died at 5:13am on a Thursday morning.”
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